I will not apologize for being real in a world where being real only gets you so far.
I will not apologize for cutting certain people out of my life no matter how long I have known them, how close we were or even if we are related.If you are going to judge me, bring me down or continuously disappoint me, then you deserve to be dropped and maybe punched in the face.
I will not apologize for not responding to your text message after going months without hearing from you. If you don’t have more time for me then I don’t have any time for you.
I will not apologize for posting the quote or song or article that you thought was about you, I will however say that you need to get over yourself.
I will not apologize for not pouring my heart out to you like I used to, because one way or another you held it against me, and one way or another I realized that you are not someone I want to pour my heart out to.
I will not apologize for deciding not to love you anymore,because when I did…..well let’s not go there!
I will not apologize for neglecting your opinion, because it baffles me how you are suddenly so interested and concerned about my life after disappearing for years when I REALLY needed your interest and concern! Hypocrisy is not my thing!
I will not apologize for the painful things I said to you,because if you can say it, why can’t I?
I will not apologize for trusting all the wrong people,because in trusting them I learned that some people may seem to want all the best for you, but when you get it, they want to take it away.
I will not apologize for celebrating even if there is nothing to celebrate, because unlike you I don’t think fun should be tied to certain occasions, people, achievements or materials.
I will not apologize for not keeping things inside anymore,because in trying to be “compassionate & understanding” you were being “selfish & inconsiderate”
I will not apologize for my decisions that you so openly disapprove of, because when I look at you, I also so openly disapprove of you.
I will not apologize for calling you out on your lies,because if you think for one second that I forgot what you said or what you did.. Every day I will remind you.
I will not apologize for being so “spoiled” as you may say,because I decided it’s better not to converse with someone who takes things at face value.
I will not apologize for putting myself first, because let’s face it..Someone had to.
Yes I am 26. I am still learning what matters, who matters,and which direction I want to take and who I really want to be, and I will NOT apologize for it!